LONG AGO

It has been quite sometime since i came here, this was not because i run out of what to say but it was because mummy stopped passing by the Internet cafe so i was stranded. How did Christmas go, and the new year? for me it has been quite a journey crossing from the year i was created to the year that i will be seeing all of you for the first time.

This year has begun on quite a hectic note. My mum is always up and down i wonder what she is up to. My dad checks on me regularly i am so excited about my Dad's behaviour he kisses me and sometimes hugs.

Oh i forgot to tell you this i am 19 weeks, that is quite some age i have started moving up my mum's abdomen so i a few weeks the bump will be noticable. My mum is so lucky this past weeks no one could tell i was growing in her because she has always had that flabby tummy but now i am getting rid of that small waist line she once posed around with.
I hope i am not blamed for the huge tummy i need space to grow and the only way to do that is to expand her...

These days she gives me treats of ice cream here and there i must say it tastes wonderful. She still has kept alcohol away for from me but i don't think a glass of red wine would hurt.

I write alot of nothing but i guess this is practice by the time i am out i will be a super writer you know the saying Practice makes perfect.

I got to go now our time is out at the cafe hope to see you soon....

Today is a good day mum didn’t wear one of those clothes that are tight and end up making me feel uncomfortable. Also at lunch I had my mum, dad and someone else discussing their wedding. This is good news I know the dates already but can’t tell coz they are not yet confirmed. Today we also listened to the same music we listen to every Sunday morning. I especially enjoyed one called Friend of God, which I love dancing to. My mum is feeding well so I am definitely happy about that.

I am tired of being in here and yet I have 24 more weeks to go. I want to see all my aunties that mum and Dad talk about like aunt shonti, especially…

Today we are too busy working so I will get back to the work until tomorrow

TWO & THREE

I woke up rather early today, I don’t know what the rush was but everything seemed to be done in a hurry. Anyway I guess we settled in at Mum’s office at about 7:45am. If she was not working for my well-being I think I would take her to ILO for Child labour..

As I had promised yesterday to talk about my Dad, I am sorry it will not be possible because I didn’t get to see him. Yesterday after work mum took me to meet some of my Uncles and grannies. We had a good time but they all don’t know that I exist.

Today I was feeling kinda low so I put it on my mum and I bet her mood has been very low. I felt hungry all the time, gave her a heartburn and in return she kept pouring on me cold water. Isn’t it already enough that where I am right now I am surrounded by water?

I hope I get to see daddy today I feel like I am being left out in regards to being part of my Dad’s life.

I have tried to log onto the web page but somehow I am failing so I will add tomorrow’s post on this one.

Last evening I saw my Dad and now I know he loves me because I kept on hearing him asking my mum if she is okay and taking good care of me. He even touched my mum’s Bump (which BTW is barely there) to feel me, but of course he can’t feel anything at the moment because I am still too tiny to start kicking and playing all over…

Someone please tell my mum that I am fed of Peas, Beans and chicken, God doesn’t she know that g-nuts and fish also exist? I have been asking for katogo with onions and tomatoes and ghee for 2 weeks now and madam (mum) has totally ignored me. I also want avocado but chic shall be snobbing my requests. And I want white porridge in the morning but madam has been feeding me on black tea, cake, buns all kinds of wheaty stuff. Someone please tell her to stop giving me what I don’t wanna eat…

I overheard Daddy telling mummy to go and open an account for me where they will be putting a certain amount of money every month so that when I finally come out in May/June I have enough money to spend in the malls and also go on holiday… Daddy seems to be more of a quiet person unlike my mum whose mouth is always running about different things… she needs to buy that book by Joyce Meyer “Me and my big Mouth” which I saw one of my aunties reading…

Enough said. I got to go back to work with my mama.

Love you All

MY FIRST

I guess I have to introduce myself first before I lay out my daily rantings.

My name is Lollipop and I still don’t know where I come from, I am 12 weeks old. I wanted to start writing from the time I begun living but I still had not grown my fingers to type.

Life in here is okay. My mum has been good to me she feeds me well and anytime I need anything I just send out a signal and she somehow gives me what I want. In the first few weeks when I had started my life, she was naughty she feed me with some alcohol, I don’t blame her because don’t think she really knew that I existed.

The day she took the test and realised that I was living in her, I saw her reaction she was with Dad when the doctor told them they were going to have me. I remember mummy crying, I don’t know if they were tears of joy, or sadness. Dad asked her how she was feeling, she said she was confused but she loved me. Dad was also confused but he has always wanted to have me. Mum immediately stopped drinking and has been very disciplined. I know my mother does not smoke and the only smoke I used to inhale was probably from my Dad. However I am glad that he too has either stopped smoking or does not do it near my mum.

I don’t know what my parents think of me, this is always on my mind. The fact that they have kept me and not decided to abort me means that they want me. But wanting me is different from loving me. I keep wondering if when I come out they will love me and treat me like other babies and children I will find out there. I know I am their first and I believe they will be excited to have me.

I have only met one grandmother and she seems a little distant. She must be disappointed that my mum got me before she got married. All I know is Mum and Dad will get married and it will be soon. I am excited about this, I will get to attend my first wedding and it will be my parents’

I seem to have very many aunties, they are rally great aunties they don’t disturb my mum as they know that because of me I seem to have her hormones up and she will breakdown anytime she is irritated. I also have aunties who are my mum’s friend I keep hearing them ask my mum if she is carrying me because does not drink or smoke. My mum does not want to disclose this info yet, she is waiting for the right moment.

You are all probably wondering why almost all I have written is about my mum, the thing is she is the one I spend most of my days with. I see my Dad here and there but I am sure I will have more to write about tomorrow because I over heard mum on the phone talking to Dad about meeting this Evening.

I am feeling hungry right now I should alert my mum so that we go eat.

Thank you for reading….. Tomorrow I have more to say